live.love.laugh

=D

2011-04-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

because i think i am.

2011-01-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

2011-01-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

Pinky: It’s for your best friends and its for all the promises that won’t be broken.

Ring Finger: For marriage and for proof that we will be together forever.

Middle Finger: Is for those people that deserve it, it’s to show them how I feel.

Point Finger: This is to silence them and to savor the moment. I can also point.

Thumb: I use to to let everyone know everything is fine. Thumbs up!

today you didn't come.

2010-12-22T09:15:00.004+08:00

i have an eerie feeling,
as i just woke to bid the morning- hi,
today seems unusual,
as i stand uneasy in the shower.
my heart feels heavy,
my brain is a messed up dump.
my feet and hands nervously trembled.

as i stood there staring out,
wondering if i could catch a glimpse of shine,
amused by the cool breeze,
that when i heard the call.

when i hear your voice,
i really hope that is a prank,
it was so quiet,
that i could hear,
the whine of noise in my room,
simple emptiness of thoughts,
all quiet and silence and all motionless.

was it God's plan?
for something that will be at it worst?
today i think,
as i always have been wondering.
maybe it is written in the stars?

it's 9.30 am,
i am still hoping to hear,
your silent footstep along the hall.
and the gentle voice of 'hi my dear".

time is taking it's own sweet moments,
minute after minute, seconds after each,
earth is spinning at its slowest speed,
when i wanted so much to hold you near.

crazy thoughts creep into my brain,
when ''what if?'' came flooding through my thoughts.
i remembered yesterday,
when u walk out from my door,
if i knew what would happen?
will i pull you back and hug you once more?
it all happens,
when today you didn't come.

you will never be lonely.

2010-12-09T15:18:00.003+08:00

Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you and that some one will always be me.

you complete me! really ...

2010-12-05T21:15:00.001+08:00

when the sun don't seem to shine anymore

2010-11-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

today the sun don't seem to shine,
and the moon no longer bright,
or when the stars no longer twinkle.
that's when u know,
how broken it is.

tonight no words left to say,
or memory left to play,
but just plan thoughts of you.
tonight i shall die alone,
banish into your love.

let me play in the rain.
so me and my aching heart cries.
i shall live in my lonely paradise.
is this my sweet mistake?
why do i live in a world so cold?
fighting in lonely battles?
it's broken now,
shattered and cracked,
and all that is left is an empty chest.

moonlit stars.

2010-10-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

the iciness in the hour of darkness,
shiver,cold,frozen;
the wintry floor,
the chilly wind,
the dusty room,
the murky hall,
the bitter heart.

the silence i hear tonight,
the loneliness i feel,
the rush of night wind brushing through,my bare naked skin,
the hollowness of an unfilled heart,
the brain waves creeps in,
of whom i gave my heart to?
i don't know,
if the shadow of the past,
or the history of your memory;
still lingers around my present-day.

we we stare.

2010-10-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

when we stare,
as we lock our eyes.
gazing in each other soul.
there is 101 reason, why my heart would beat,
it is because of u.
there is not a word that can express,
the way u make me feel,
as both our hearts join to beat as one;
in a special day as we became unofficially official.

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

100th post for the next 100 years

2010-10-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

in my 100th post-i shall post about us...
1058pm 21st july 2010.
u n me.
only u n me...
hoping in my 1oooooo post u'll still be the one i'll be blogging about..

i am glad because it happen

2010-10-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

because once upon a time happen, as my prince came with a priceless gift, we shared true love kiss and we shall live happily ever after. this is a fairy tale. my fairy tale. my dream come true.
Your one naughty person. an adorably naughty person because u make me laughed n cry at the same time. my heart was with you. and it's still is. only u are capable of doing so.

at the darkest hour..

2010-10-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

my day brightens up because your warm words says it all.

8.15 pm

2010-10-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

7533102010

2010-10-03T19:52:00.001+08:00

this is how i feel. only in your arms.

will thee?

2010-10-03T19:48:00.002+08:00

will thee still love me, even after i have turn into dust?

083928092010

2010-09-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

and that someone is you.

27092010949

2010-09-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

what am i gonna do without you???

my world

2010-09-25T20:01:00.004+08:00

my world is twice as exciting. u painted my life with rainbows and bloomed with flowers. your eyes says it all.. and your kiss tell me that you love me.and when i am breaking, i break only for you.

live beautifully

2010-09-17T11:55:00.006+08:00

i love thee,like the glad bird loves,

like the freedom of its wing;

of which delightedly it moves,

i wish so muchhhhh...
if i can rewind the time.. i am addicted to you.. my passion,my love,my soul,my other half.

if i would fall into a deep deep sleep.. will you come and wake me up in my enchanted world?

where did u go?

2010-09-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

tears rushing down my eyes,
legs aren't strong enough to walk any further.
I,
Fell onto the ground,
everything went into pieces.
my heart my soul left unhealed.
it doesn't matter anymore,
where my heart belong to.

-johnw.y.h-

hard to say i am sorry?

2010-09-14T18:13:00.008+08:00

what if....

what if one day i left u suddenly without knowing myself will be leaving you ?
what if im gone ?
no one take care of u while you're drunk ?
no one send u home ?
no one help u carry books or bottle ?
no one kiss u ?
no one hug u ?
no one text and call u ?

-my dear-
there is no what if... yesterday,tomorrow and the next day, today, the present, you'll always be in my heart... i promise you..and there is no need to apologize. don't worry of losing me cause i'll never leave.come what may...

hard to say i am sorry.

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.

-and i will never ever let u go-

banquet of love

2010-09-12T15:54:00.003+08:00

everything u did is worth the while.

my valentine,
this night,
my world is filled with love,
a memory so fond is etched in my mind.

another journey u endure,
yet another choice u make.
its right-definately.

outside its quiet,
in a garden so big.
we are on the stage,
tonight i felt magical.
for i am not here to sing.
but for my heart to dance,
the beautiful tune of love.

you gave me magic,
a magic called a kiss.
the stage is suddenly bright,
for i am showered by stars,
and under the moonlight my soul-
rejoiced.
true love kiss, my heart says!

i want to kiss,
your soul.
if only i could reach that far.
kiss me shine of midnight moonlight,
captured my heart,
my every soul,
a proverb that always go,
soul meet soul,
on lovers lip.

a curse is broken,
my pain i forgets,
your kiss isnt just a kiss,
your kiss is a demised of eternal bliss.
kiss me with your promise,
that you'll always be there,
kiss me with another promise,
that you'll always be mine.

one last kiss,
for all that you are,
i wish that-to be an endless night,
the clock has no boundary,
for now i missed,
everything that we did,
on a mystical night
in a banquet of love.

this girl

2010-09-07T17:31:00.003+08:00

this girl,
she finds it heart breaking,
she finds it confusing.

this girl,
she wonders
if the world that she's been living all these years
are turning upside down.

this girl,
finds it hard to cope with the things happening around,
wondering if the choice she make-is right?

this girl,
she's a green eye monster,
she wonders if the man she loved
loved her too?
or shes wondering if she is the one
running in his mind.

this girl,
feels like a pen,
wonders if she could write on your piece of paper,
or maybe hers..

this girl,
she's afraid.
if the path she choose,
will lead her through?
or will it? end of the road?

this girl,
is wondering if what the future hold.
is she tough enough to survive?

this girl,
she is sad.
or wait is she happy?

this girl,
she's wondering,
if she is too loud and should tone down?

this girl,
however,
hopes she is right,
she is loved,

this girl,
shes wondering,
if the time would stand still?
or is the time running out?

this girl,
hopes that she is perfect.
this girl,
is ______.

heartsss...

2010-09-05T15:26:00.003+08:00

i dun like you, i love you with all my heart, all my soul with every beat of my heart and every breath that i breath.

miss you...

2010-08-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

Miss you, Miss You, Miss You

Everything I do

Echoes with the laughter

And the voice of you.

You're on every corner,

Every turn and twist,

Every old familiar spot

Whispers how you're missed.

Miss you, Miss You, Miss You

Everywhere I go

There are poignant memories

Dancing in a row.

Silhouette and shadow

Of your form and face

Substance and reality

Everywhere displace.

Oh, I Miss you, Miss You….

There's a strange, sad silence

amid the busy whirl,

Just as tho the ordinary,

Daily things I do

Wait with me expectant

For a word from you…

is this my fairy tale?

2010-08-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

and they live happily ever after...<3

-if my wish were your comment, i wish to live happily ever after with u by my side each passing day and i'll have no regrets-

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

come what may...

2010-08-18T22:18:00.001+08:00

Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time...

if one is alone?

2010-08-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

l(a

le
af
fa
ll
s)
one
l
iness

e.e cummings

affection adoration passion

2010-08-09T20:18:00.003+08:00

it's funny
>how love can break your heart but u still believe
>>how when u look into a person eyes and fall straight into a sea of love
>how u wish the day never end when u have a great time
>>how u worried about something that had yet to come
>how get angry at something that is not others fault
>>how u keep doing something that u already knew
>how u can get the courage to stand up against what is wrong
>>how the time pass when u hold your love one near
>how energy to do something for the one and only even u feel sleepy and tired >>how people view life after someone fall into a very very bad sickness
>how u feel scared doing something for the first time
>>how by doing something silly but appropriate at the wrong time
>how u feel so much of sweetness when some one say i love you
>>how u feel your gonna die when you get your exam results
>how the birds can fly but u can't
>>how beautiful life can be when its touch by love
>how you will know if the person is your soul mate
>>how tired you are but just cant fall asleep
>how u wish u could finish your homework but u don't
>>how time fly
>how excited you are gonna be to see the one you love
>>how cute it was to drown in the sea of love
>how true love song can get
>>how a flower so pretty but dies soon

if love is there.

2010-08-04T11:38:00.003+08:00

love draw closer,

affection approach,

the clock is ticking,

hand of the clock still.

not word is said nor a tune is heard.

the sky is clear and the moon smiling down on me.

lingering here in my dream as i wait-

a gentle word-uttered.

sparks as fire, and illuminate my life.

a word said-so sweet and sudden,

perfect stranger was once u were,

now so real you are to me.

i have never fallen,

An unusual way to sing my song,

how i longed,

the touch of your hand

against the warmt of my throbing heart.

shower of love song,

and watered my soul,

the roses bloomed ,

breath of passion,

grew a garden in my heart.

my beloved !,

of whom i may follow

to the end of the world!.

-for my p.p- with lots of love...

night thoughts?

2010-07-29T08:24:00.002+08:00

Stars, you are unfortunate, I pity you,
Beautiful as you are, shining in your glory,
Who guide seafaring men through stress and peril
And have no recompense from gods or mortals,
Love you do not, nor do you know what love is.
Hours that are aeons urgently conducting
Your figures in a dance through the vast heaven,
What journey have you ended in this moment,
Since lingering in the arms of my beloved
I lost all memory of you and midnight.

-johann wolfgang von goethe-

how do i love thee??

2010-07-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use In my old griefs,
and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints, ---
I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and,
if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

-ebb-

Of Pearls and Stars

2010-07-23T20:46:00.005+08:00

The pearly treasures of the sea,
The lights that spatter heaven above,
More precious than these wonders are
My heart-of-hearts filled with your love.

The ocean's power, the heavenly sights
Cannot outweigh a love filled heart.
And sparkling stars or glowing pearls
Pale as love flashes, beams and darts.

So, little, youthful maiden come
Into my ample, feverish heart
For heaven and earth and sea and sky
Do melt as love hath melt my heart.

-heinrich heine-

love oh love...

2010-07-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

this is so cute!!

mirror mirror on the wall....

2010-07-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

mirror mirror on the wall...
tell me the truth...
what will happen???
if not than i will fall...

Sacrifice is a part of life. It's supposed to be. It's not something to regret. It's something to aspire to." mitch albom

somethings...

2010-07-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

" Somethings are perfect from start to finish."

ending=beginning

2010-07-15T13:30:00.003+08:00

"all endings are also beginning. we just don't know it at that time"

if only i could reach...

2010-07-14T15:24:00.005+08:00

"it is better to suffer wrong than to do it,
and happier something cheated not to trust."

heart we will forget him...

2010-07-09T20:36:00.001+08:00

Heart, we will forget him,
You and I, tonight!
You must forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.

When you have done pray tell me,
Then I, my thoughts, will dim.
Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging
I may remember him!

-e.d-

a four letter missing puzzle call LOVE

2010-07-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

the choice is yours to tell...
my heart not yours to break...
needing both neither is a solution...

hello there...
you there! r u listening??? look here...

i like the weather...
seriously..
thats wat i was suppose to say...
can u jot ur imagination down???

you see..
u were like the weather...
you=weather..
yes. you...
some time sun shine..
some time rains...

if u are reading this,
go on;
dont stop..
not till u've done..
u see again,
that i like you,
but you were just like the sky,
covered with clouds,
unsure of what to happen.
unsure of tomorrow...

you were like the sun,
STILL, unmoved...
following the same path day by day.
just like the moon,
u change your look too often;
too many feeling,
spoiled by feeling of uncertainty...

wait! i am not done,
but i shall compare u with the
northern light,
each time you are near,
u shine.
each time you are near,
you are robed with great beauty.
it attracts me...
but u cannot stay long,
as i know your heart is not here with me;
once in every winter.

i wish the sky is blue,
just blue,
than i shall no longer need to compare,
as that i like you.
free from emotion.
we shall leave it that way?
Shall we?

-"Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they're also what tear you apart."-
"Letters are just pieces of paper," I said. "Burn them, and what stays in your heart will stay; keep them, and what vanishes will vanish."

clarity of passion...

2010-07-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

long story short.
(one of my fav classic)
maiden of the milky way...

linda was a kind n caring girl. she directs birds thats flys from south to north.
everyone was charm by her passion.
every young men wanted her for their bride.

Then came the Moon in a silver coach drawn by ten brown horses. He brought her twenty gifts. But Linda refused the Moon, saying: "You change your looks too often. You do not suit me.

than came a handsome coach with six brown horses, the North Star drove up, and brought ten gifts. But Linda sent him away, with hurried words: "You always have to stay in the same place. You cannot move about," said Linda.

Hardly had the Moon driven sorrowfully off, before the Sun drove up. In a golden coach with twenty red-gold horses, he rattled up to the door. He brought thirty presents with him. But all his pomp, shining splendor, and fine gifts did not help him. Linda said, "I do not want you. You are like the Moon. Day after day you follow the same path."

So the Sun went away very sad.

Then at midnight, in a diamond coach drawn by a thousand white horses, came the Northern Lights. His coming was so magnificent, that Linda ran to the door to meet him. He brought a whole coach-load of gold, silver, pearls and jeweled ornaments. The servants of the Northern Lights carried the gifts into house and his gifts pleased her.

"You do not always travel in the same course," said Linda. "You flash where you will, and stop when you please. Each time you appear, you are robed in new beauty and richness. Each time you wear a different garment with different colors. You are the true bridegroom!"

Then they got engaged to be married. The Sun, Moon, and North Star looked sadly on. They envied the Northern Lights his happiness.

The Northern Lights could not stay long in the bride's house, for he had to hurry back to the sky. When he said farewell, he promised to return soon for the wedding, and to drive Linda back with him to his home in the North. Meanwhile, they were to prepare Linda's wedding dress.

Linda made her wedding dress, and waited and waited. One day followed the other, but the bridegroom did not come to hold the joyous wedding with Linda. The winter passed, and the lovely spring adorned the earth with fresh beauty, while Linda waited in vain for her bridegroom. Nothing was seen of him!

Then she began to grieve bitterly and lament, and to cry day and night. She put on her wedding dress and white veil, and sat down in a meadow by a river. From her thousand tears, little brooks ran into the valleys. In her deep sorrow, she thought only of her bridegroom, the Northern Lights.

The little birds flew tenderly about her head, brushing her with their soft wings, to comfort her. But she did not see them, nor did she take care of them any more. So the little birds wandered about, flying here, flying there, for they did not know what to do or where to go.

Uko, Linda's father, heard of her sorrow and how the little birds were untended. He ordered his Winds to fetch his daughter to him, to rescue her from such deep grief. And while Linda was sitting alone in the meadow weeping, the Winds sank softly down beside her, and gently lifting her, bore her up and away. They laid her down in the blue sky.

And there is Linda now, living in the sky. Her white wedding veil spread round her. And if you look up at the Milky Way, you will see Linda in her wedding dress. There she is, showing the way to little birds who wander.

Linda is happy! In winter she gazes towards the North. She waves her hand at the Northern Lights flashing nearer and nearer, then he again asks her to be his bride.

But though he flashes very close to Linda, heart to heart, he cannot carry her off. She must stay forever in the sky, robed in white, and must spread out her veil to make the Milky Way.

- u like me... i like him...u dun love me... i hate u...u like her... she hates u.... she likes me but hate u...-hahahaha...

is the hard part over?

2010-06-19T15:33:00.003+08:00

thinking bout the thing we said and we have done... its hard to let go...
i didn't know if that is the last time we ever talk, what would i have done?
life is short... life goes on... time passed but memory lingers...
what would people had done if the know that there is not much time left?
what if u only had an hour to live and only an hour to love?
what would u have done? who would u call???
we have no other life than this... give all u can love all u can.we would know if there's really tomorrow...what though death at times steps in and call our best away? why though sorrow seems to win over hope,a heavy sway?

If I knew it would be the last time

that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly,
and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you know I do.

So, just in case tomorrow never comes,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you,
and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So, if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much,
and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say
"I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today

by norma marek

if tomorrow never come....

2010-06-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

Remembrance

Remembrance is a golden chain
Death tries to break,
but all in vain.
To have, to love, and then to part
Is the greatest sorrow of one's heart.
The years may wipe out many things
But some they wipe out never.
Like memories of those happy times
When we were all together.

-dedicated to a loving friend jacinth wee-
rest in peace my dear friend...

The Cloud and The Sand Dune

2010-06-16T19:47:00.004+08:00

by paulo coelho: like a flowing river

'as eveyone knows,the life of a cloud is very busy and very short,' writes Bruno Ferrero.

and here a related story....
-one of my favourite-

A young cloud was born in the midst of a great storm over the Mediterranean Sea, but he did not even have time to grow up there, for a strong wind pushed all the clouds towards Africa. As soon as the clouds reached the continent the climate changed . A bright sun was shining in the sky and stretched out beneath them, lay the golden sands of the Sahara. Since it almost never rains in the desert, the wind continued pushing the clouds towards the forests in the south. Meanwhile, as happens with young humans too, the young cloud decided to leave his parents and his older friends in order to discover the world. ‘What are you doing’ cried the wind. ‘The desert’s the same all over. Rejoin the other clouds, and we’ll go to Central Africa where there are amazing mountains and trees!’
But the young cloud, natural rebel, refused to obey, and, gradually, he dropped down until he found a gentle, generous breeze that allowed him to hover over the golden sands. After much toing and froing, he noticed that one of the dunes was smiling at him. He saw that the dune was also young, newly formed by the wind that had ust passed over. He fell in love with her golden hair right there and then. ‘Good morning’, he said. ‘what’s life like down there?’ ‘I have the company of the other dunes, of the sun and the wind, and of the caravans that occasionally pass through here. Sometimes it’s really hot, but it’s still bearable. What’s life like up there?’ ‘We have the sun and the wind too, but the good thing is that I can travel across the sky and see more things.’
‘For me,’ said the dune, ‘life is short. When the wind returns from the forests, I will disappear.’ ‘And does that make you sad?’ ‘It makes me feel that I have no purpose in life.’ ‘I feel the same. As soon as another wind comes along, I’ll go south and be transformed into rain but that is my destiny.’ The dune hesitated for a moment, then said: ‘did you know that here in the desert, we call the rain paradise?’ ‘I had no idea that I could ever be that important,’ said the cloud proudly. ‘I’ve heard other older dunes tell stories about the rain. They say that, after the rain, we are all covered with grass and flowers. But I’ll never experience that, because in the desert it rains so rarely.’ It was the cloud’s turn to hesitate now. Then he smiled broadly and said:’if you like, I could rain on you now. I know I’ve only just got here, but I love you, and I’d like to stay here forever.’ ‘When I first saw you up in the sky, I fell in love with you too’ said the dune. ‘ But if you transform your lovely white hair into rain, you will die.’ ‘Love never dies’, said the cloud ‘it is transformed, and, besides, I want to show you what paradise is like.’ And he began to caress the dune with little drops of rain so that they could stay together for longer, until a rainbow appeared. The following day, the little dune was covered in flowers. Other clouds that passed over, heading for Africa thought that it must be part of the forest they were looking for and scattered more rain. Twenty years later, the dune had been transformed into an oasis that refreshed travellers with the shade of its trees.
And all because, one day, a cloud fell in love, and was not afraid to give his life for that love.

past midnight,past the morning stars!

2010-06-12T21:08:00.003+08:00

have u had a time where you were too spoiled by choices? or sometime forced to choose between two. u know u cant have both... would you give up both because you would not wanna choose or select either one or neither.

take coffee for example. when a little sugar and creamer is added makes it so

Irresistable. the same coffee bean from the same tree can be turn into different variety. how do you enjoy it? people tend to choose either to add in sugar or milk or just bitter, extra shot, add this add that...while coffee is still coffee. when drinking wat do u enjoy? the sweetness the sugar bring? the creaminess of the milk, the aroma of the bean? see sometime is hard to choose and hard to say. it fully depend on how a person view it. or simply because we just cant get enough of the good things in life? because we are so spoiled?

will i choose? i dont know.. i am confused too...

-thing that happen once will never happen again. but if it happen twice, it will surely repeat again.-p.c

not knowing when the dawn will come...

2010-06-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

no heart as heavy as mine.
sum time it might stop. just like how a clock would have stopped... not knowing sometimes a word is dead when it is said...
stupid things had i done enough?-yes... nor i wish time could just stop there n rewind... sometimes a word bears a sword-can pierce an armed man.
i would have turned back time n took back all the wrong messages that my soul had emitted... people had long said that bad thing do not happen twice- But think again-
it would have and could be.
because we all know that somethings are perfect from start to finish.
only certain things.
and i had yet to promise that when the thought went up my mind again,that i had before.
i do not know where it went nor why it came,
the second time to me, nor definitely wat it was.
but somewhere in my soul, i know i've met this thing before;
it just reminded me-t'was all- and came my way no more.

Will there really be a morning?

2010-06-10T10:09:00.006+08:00

is there such a thing?
could i see it from there mountain?
if i were as tall as they?

its a day after exam.shhhhh.. i might wake my sis..... and i can proudly call, i am rotting already- NO! 3 weeks of pure holiday...

out:
chem
bio
maths
pen
pencil
calculator.

in:
story books
holiday
shopping
painting
musics
bowling-on yes!-

craving for:
choc
mcd
a movie
karaoke
real bowling
arcade
rock climbing

as usual. its gonna pour again at 10.19 a.m... people all around me gonna get busy.
gris went jogging with adele(wat a way to spend the morning right after holiday?). kyan probably still spazzing with account(dun worry.. u can do it).
am i still gonna rot if u ask me?definately...

love reckons by itself alone,
"as large as I"relate the sun
to one who never felt it blaze,
itself is all the like it has.

shower will make the roses bloom...

2010-06-07T12:03:00.004+08:00

peace... peace... peace..

as dark as sages say..

2010-06-07T12:00:00.001+08:00

the sky is so dark... and soon its gonna pour...
i am sitting here c2-ing as my ears and heart rocking to leehom's musics* if ng kei yan see this she is laughing definately... jooee will ask why not rain music?*...
exam is on wednesday and its like 2 days more..ERRRGHHHH!!!

i think i might be suffering from Athazagoraphobia.haha...

Is life just hard, and then you die??
Life's a dazzling puzzle—and we don’t know why..

Only time...

2010-06-06T12:05:00.004+08:00

Who can say where the road go?
Or where the day flows?

And who can say if your love grows as your heart choose?
And who can say when the day sleeps, If the night keeps all your heart?

Who can say why your heart sighs, As your love flies?
Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be, In your heart?

who knows???

-Only Time-.

i am leaving on a jet plane...

2010-06-03T14:04:00.007+08:00

(as i am still dreaming)...

imagine i am leaving.. on my way to venice... venice is named after Venus a goddess.. also known as the city of mask...

the lets explore rome also known as roma.. the capital of italy. fobtana di fiumi is knwn if u toss a coin into the fountain u might find your soul mate and u might just visit rome again!

not to forget milan and barcelona: milan also known as milano famous for its breath taking architecture...

the magnificent barcelona:as day pass we sit there and watch
i have got no idea where Juliet's balcony is but here:who would not want to become Juliet?? and paste their love note on her balcony?

imagine lying on the parthenon*only if they allow* and watch the sky gets dark...

and last but not least: northern finland(*utsjoki*,sweden,great lakes*canada*,Spitsbergen, Norway. to watch the light dance across the sky...

All in ONE... One IN All..

2010-06-03T12:28:00.002+08:00

First of all.. Kinda miss the S.O.T... missing high school, missing teakwondo, missing library, missing my fan...

JooEE: have gone to Study in UCSI, and have a new addition to her house... haha presenting the small little MR.Reuban Lim haha...*applause*

then it was KeiYAN: since she has broken her specky during wesak.. I have got no idea what happen to her... but She has been taking public transport to uni...*now isnt that something to be proud of?haha

and then it's gonna be Angel: missing karaoke with her and eating mcd with her... haha.. ern bila mahu keluar makan mcd? we can make words out of fries!!!

last but not least GAAYA: three words: MISSING IN ACTION!!!!*tak tahu mana dia sudah hilang...=D

i decided to update my bloggy...

2010-06-03T12:15:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD FOR A WHILE NOW... its all filled with fungus and gonna rot soon...
so hor... i decided to update it but i dunno what to write!!! unless, i am gonna blog about going holiday again cause i desperately need one!!! we'll see where it goes from here...*grin*

ma belle evangeline....

2010-01-10T16:35:00.004+08:00

my darling evengeline....

Look how she lights up the sky,
Ma Belle Evangeline.
So far above me yet I,
Know her heart belongs to only me.
J'et adore, J'et aime Evangeline,
You're my queen of the night,
So still,
So bright.
That someone as beautiful as she,
Could love someone like me.
Love always finds a way it's true!
And I love you, Evangeline.

Love is beautiful,
Love is wonderful!
Love is everything, do you agree?
Mais' oui!

GUESS HOW MUCH I LOVE U....

2009-07-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

little Nutbrown Hare, who was going to bed,held on tight to Big Nutbrown Hare's VERY very VERY long ears...

He wanted to be sure that Big Nutbrown Hare was listening.... and that's whre he shouted in his dad's ear..

"Guess how much i love u?,"he said

"Oh, i don't think i can guess that," said big nutbrown hare...

"This much!," said little nutbrown hare, streching out his arm as wide as he can...
but he was just too small...

Big nutbrown hare had even longer arms."But i love YOU this much,"he said...

hmm.... tha is a lot, thought little nutbrown hare...

" i lOVE u as high i can reach,"said little nutbrown hare... but he was just too short...

"i love u as high that i can reach,"said big nutbrown hare...streching very high...

that is quite high, he thought. i wish i had arms like that...

then little nutbrown hare had a good idea. he tumbled upside down and reached up the tree trunk wit his feet...

"i love u all the way up to my TOES!!" he said

"and i love u all the way up to ur toes!," said big nutbrown hare,swinging him up over his head...

"i love you as high that i can HOP!'"laughed nutbrown hare...
bouncing up and down up and down...

"but i love u as high that i can hop," smile big nutbrown hare- and he hopped so high that his ears touch the branches...

that's good hopping thought little nutbrown hare i wish i could hop like that...

"i love u all the way down the lane as far as the river,"cried little nutbrown hare.

"i love u across the river and over the hill." said big nutbrown hare.

"that's very far,thought little nutbrown hare...
he was almost too sleepy to think any more. then he look beyond the thorn bushes, out into the big dark night... nothing can be further than the sky...

as his father hug and carry him in his arm looking over the moon, little nutbrown hare said
"I love u right up to the moon'"and closed his eye...

"Oh, tht is very far."said big nutbrown hare..."tht's very very far...

big nutbrown hare settled little nutbrown hare into his bed of leaves. he leaned over to kissed him good night...

then he lay down close by and whispered with a smile...."I LOVE U RIGHT UP TO THE MOON- And BACK.....

SAVOUR every moment...

2009-06-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

"wat do u like doing best in the world ,Pooh?"
"well," said Pooh,"what i like best-"and then he had to stop and think...
Because although Eating Honey was a very good thing to do,
there was a moment just before u began to eat it which was
better than when u were, but he didn't know what was it called..

*so what is yours?*

the one i love

2009-06-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

i love u all... still and always...

...family...

>my "apo" &"ah kong"

>my mommy & daddy

>my evil sis

... friends...

*THe S.O.T( kyan &jooEe)

*pria and farah

*angel, gaaya, nikhi,may teng

*and whoever considered cause i very lazy to type...

...singer...

. one and only david archuleta

Love

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the people...

I've ever met,You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

Black belt VS Chic Pox

2009-06-25T21:17:00.004+08:00

.......... vs.............

in history tat i have my chicken pox... currently still recovering from it... i hate it tat i have scars on my face... but i have also got my black belt first dan after failing it the first time... haha

Crushing on you...

2009-06-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first timeDeep inside..

It was a rush,

what a rush

Cause the possibility

that you would ever feel the same way about me

It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know..

[Chorus]Do you ever think when your all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you

Are you holding back, like the way I do

Cuz I try and try to walk away,

But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind

When we're hangin spending time girl

Are we just friendsIs there more, is there more

See it's a chance we've gotta take

Cause I believe that we can make

this into something that will last,Last forever, forever

[Chorus]Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you

Are you holding back, like the way I do

Cuz I try and try to walk away,

But I know this crush ain't goin away x5

i wonder if i ter-crush on u...haha

BEWARE!!!! PICKpocketing...

2009-06-14T15:51:00.002+08:00

today is such a "malang" day...My mum handphone kena pick pocketed by somei_ _ _ _... u guys should be careful especially in the market near pudu.. and in the LRT as well.open ur eyes BIG... and be ALERT... malaysia should have a law lik Arab as such that a thief will be chop off their hands... i hope if that human got it.. i will tie the person naked on the tree and put a lot of red and big ants there and feed on that human body... when it is fully feed and the body is swollen, mixed one cup of fresh lemon juice with 20 teaspoon of salt in it and splash it over the body... padan muka... i knoe i am evil....kakaka....

go to venice!!!

2009-06-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHERE I WANNA STAND*pic from lonely planet

paint a picture of sunset here... and over looking the most romantic *heart*places in the world... take a lot of photo... join the carnivale here wearing my mask... hiding my identity...dancing like no tomorrow wit someone i just met...than head to the pub.... must be superb.... haha.. love the view here...looking over the river make me so happy...maybe i shall dream of it tonight...hhehe...

2009-06-08T21:37:00.003+08:00

hey ppl!!! i am keiyan!!! and i am hacking sukkhuan's blog. basically not hacking lah. coz she has such amazing friend like me who is willing to layan her and help her to change her blogskin. nice kan nice kan. credits to me. =D

i better sort out everything before she sees her blog has become so empty. tanpa cbox and all.

=D happy hols ppl. and remember to visit my blog as well.

http://www.blueberrykyancheese.blogspot.com/

you will get a piece of secret recipe blueberrycheese cake each time you visit her blog. =D sukkhuan will deal with the bills. =) so not to worry. =D

we shall be insane,
kyan.

travel to ROME...

2009-06-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

-PIAZZA dei CAVALLEI Di MALTA-*lonely planet picture*

i don't know bout u... but the first place that i wanna set foot is Rome... a very magnificient place...

i like the classical tale and story about the gods and the pretty church there... imagine urself in ROME during the spring season when the plants burst into their time of their life while u were sitting under a tree reading ur favourite story... or maybe in winter when all of the shops are close u and a lovely roman guy sipping hot coffee wrapping urself in the most comfortable winter jacket... don't u think its so EXCITING??? one thing that u would not want to miss is to visit their basilicca... it is one of the most beautiful in the world... get drift away by their mesmerising work of art...go to fontana de fiumi or trevi...

its the most famous and biggest fontain... the craft were very interesting...its completed by nicola felvi... throw a coin in it and your wish are surely to come through.....no matter wat.... be ready to be drifted...

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2009-06-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

i also dunno wat to do...
holiday so so boring...
kkm tak siap... KKadd maths pun tak siap..
now i am back online... kononnya wanna update blog but...Lazy la
yesterday go book fair but nutting...
kyan and kwai called me a comp noop.... sob...

2009-02-14T15:39:00.003+08:00

well this is even better...

here's for all of u...

LIFE, believe,

is not a dream

So dark as sages say;

Oft a little morning rain

Foretells a pleasant day.

Sometimes there are clouds of gloom,

But these are transient all;

If the shower will make the roses bloom,

O why lament its fall?

Rapidly, merrily,

Life's sunny hours flit by,

Gratefully, cheerily

Enjoy them as they fly!

What though Death at times steps in,

And calls our Best away?

What though sorrow seems to win,

O'er hope, a heavy sway?

Yet Hope again elastic springs,

Unconquered, though she fell;

Still buoyant are her golden wings,

Still strong to bear us well.

Manfully, fearlessly,

The day of trial bear

For gloriously, victoriously,

Can courage quell despair!

2009-02-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!!! since today is valentine... here...

The poem Remember by Christina Rosetti

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

sorry la...

2008-11-29T14:36:00.002+08:00

ola friends...
my blog has been dead for a while...
actually nothing much has been happening lately...
well miseradble life starts in december.... miss all of you!!!
if got anything than i tell u all la...kk????
will update again only "only" if i feel like and have the time...
cross my heart... promise.... haha

wat a day!!!

2008-10-31T09:12:00.002+08:00

OOOooo... wat a day... 30 october 2008 (thursday)
me ,pria and teacher lepak and chat in Dome Times Square...
only punctual people like me is so disciplined.. promise to meet at 11 but ended up at 11.30
haha...
we chat, chat and chat for nearly 2 hours... wat fun we had...
than teacher had to go dating in low yat, so me and pria plan to follow but ended up go play bowling... pria(casper 1) is a bad bowler... (she will kill me)
than go eat again... ate mcd... we plan to "rempit"... so headed to the video game section...
another thing... casper 1 is also a bad driver... hahahahahaha... well, had so much fun... but nothing can replace the KFC incident... sweet la..but so sad when i receive the new time table... there isn't anymore bm class.. however we had a better idea... when teacher return... we have a class that call "sehari bersama azman"... monday in dome, tuesday in kfc, wednesday in mcd, thursday in starbuck,friday in sushi king, saturday in pizza hut and sunday see in dream cause have need to rest... brilliant isn't it???haha.. teacher gave me 2 books..."shadow of the wind" and "the road home"... miss farah too.... yet another memory to keep...(^^)

farah... good luck in f1...
pria... get well soon...
teacher... have fun...
me... EXAM!!!!....

i can't wait!!!

2008-10-29T21:02:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!! LAST mEEting ...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
BRING UMBRELLA!!!!

YesTerDay...

2008-10-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

I just cant believe your gone,
still waitin for mornin to come,
when i see if the sun willRise,
in the way that your by my side,
oooo where we had so much in store,
tell me what is itAll reaching for,
when were through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that wel never play,
allThe broken dreams, take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday,
theyCan take the future that wel never know
they can take the places that we said we will go,
allThe broken dreams take everything,
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay,
i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the futureHolds,
or least where the story goes,
i never believed untill now,
i know il see you again imSure,
no its not selfish to ask for more,
one more night one more day
one more smile on yourFace
but they cant take yesterday,

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they take the music that wel never play,
all theBroken dreams take everythin,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday,
they canTake the future that wel never know,
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all theBroken dreams,
take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever,
but it wasnt our destiny,
coz in my mind we had so muchTime,
but i was so wrong,
no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments weMade
im lookin back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]

(i love love love this song... so touching...)

A mOmEnT cApTureD!!!

2008-10-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

seems familiar???
haha.. cause it's wat u see and tat's wat you believe...
this is a moment capture on the 9 oct 2008 ... and the place??some where near you!!
there are 4 people in the making...
mainly... teacher, (the host) and the 3 cute casper...(pria, farah and s.khuan)
first ho, we plan to do surprise for teacher... but than teacher actually found out... haha...
than we eat kfc... wat we do next is wat u can guess... we bought a birthday cake!!!
after blowing the cake.. as normal, the hostmake a wish, blow the candle & cut the cake...
so while borak -borak, i took the cream on the cake and was playing with it..
dunno why out of a sudden i wanted to put the cream on someone... turn out to be farah as my first victim.. than the cream fight started... first was pria putting it on me, and i was putting it on her and farah... teacher gave me an idea by putting it on my palm..so before that teacher was drinking his pepsi and wanted to pour the water on us.. not only that chilli sos too!!! so the next victim is teacher of course... and guess wat? teacher kena... haha..not only cream... cheese tooo!!!! simbah air??? hahaha... so basically we enjoyed ourselves... unfortunally time does really fly... we had to stop playing at 3.45 cause got class.. this is a really a moment captured and painted the a beautiful picture on the wall of our hearts...
*here is a few...a few picture on wat happen that day* to teacher, we hope u enjoyed your day and bon voyage... and dun forget to bring air untuk simbah...(i will post the pic next time... computer got problem)

my heart will go on...

2008-10-10T10:01:00.002+08:00

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch just one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go 'till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

*had seriously touch my heart*

I LOVE IMU!!!

2008-08-22T13:01:00.025+08:00

he's a nice person... in pathologist lab...

wah!!! i seriously love IMU.. i love this workshop... look at this.... a leg.. real one...

look at the flesh and vein and ligament and all those fats....

look like cooked chicken though...

this brain looks brainy... got tumour in the black part... it is sliced to fit in this glass..

the 4 so call students in IMU

future doctor,biotech scientist, pharmacist and pshcologist..

with new friend, Shireen

in the toilet... its preety but spooky

3 ja-coon

another one

behind the glass... zui khai was on the other side...

presenting!!! cat and waisin and me....

they love me...

proud to be in IMU*kononnya*

in dewan cancellor

a type of bacteria growing in the MAC agar plate...

Lab tech "einstein" mr DEvaraju.. this is a mould to make fake teeth..

let to set for 20 min

zui khai's teeth....

first day...

we registered in front of dewan chancellor.. than ice -breaking conducted by future doctors... ian, victor. alysha. sin.. they are in their 6 semesta... only ian spoke cause victor lost his voice... we had breakfast then.... first activity was medicine.. visited museum and IMU library... stress management condusted in hall... telax ur mind relax ur body...than lunch.. had chicken rice... activity 2 pharmacy and pharmaceutical chemistry we even make pain relieve cream.. i can name all the ingredient and won a hand full of M'n'm from Dr.Kang.... pian relive cream consisit of emulsifing oil 30 gram, wax paraffin,soft paraffin, eucalyptus oil, menthol, water,colouring...learn to do chematography... next time no need to steal recipe from anywhere... we know the trick... impressing... fun too.... activity 3 nutrition and dietetic... my group nan't even put the types of food in order.. not suitable to become a dietrician...... but my bmi was perfect... tea break and have good food.. we drink lots of milo then... end of day one...

day 2

dentistry was activity 4... fun... i wonder does all dentist look pretty and handsome?even they are old? and soft spoken too..... the auditorium was huge and cold...went touring inti dentistry lab where we got our tooth as gift

we had breakfast then ... another cup of milo... my favourite was activity 4... biomedical science and biotech... i got not enough time for Q and A... sad... but we visited the lab... in MDL 7 and research lab.. we saw their tech and we even saw cancer cell and how to duplicated DNA... their microscope was so much bigger than the one in school.... than we have our study skill and management conducted by DR. Alex.... lunch was a juicy burger and garlic bread... yet another cup of milo.... phycology was next... wai sin love it too... we drew picture and had a career test.... tea break was after that... where we took ppicture behind the glass....than Dr.Peter Pook was here to give us a rough conclusion of IMU.. he was funny...than we were given cert and i got a bar of chocolate... we took a group pic and sayonara.... love it soooooo muchhhhh..... learn a lot.... worth it...

making our own pain relieve cream... and i got a handful of mnm from DR Kang

the signage..

i love it!!

2008-07-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

after all those months living in despair.. while everything went wrong... finally everything went right!!! and i'm enjoying it!!! looking forward to all the good thing in life..Remember life is not always in the way you want it....enjoy it while you can!!!

travelling the world?

2008-07-18T14:15:00.010+08:00

juliet's balcony

carnevale in venice

verona

portugal

fontana dei Fiumi in rome

colloseum in rome

...when i grow up... i want to travel the world ...just like some one...... hehe... i wanna spent the rest of my life every where in the world... first i will travel to Rome to visit coloseum than to watch sun set in River Arno.. stand on the roof top to see Cathedral.. taste the finest pizza...Throw a coin in the glorious fontana dei Fiumi and you will visit Rome again...fly to milan to see the Incredible views from the roof of the Duomo... have a cup of coffee by the bank of Venice looking across,relaxing my mind and read a book... join the dance at Carnevale wearing my mask.. open my hotel window in the morning looking out at the water.. paste my LOVE NOTE at Juliet's balcony with graffiti in VERONA...Looking across the ancient city to its landmark Castelo de Sao Jorge in portugal...take a picture of myself in Ferragudo harbour in a purple haze at dusk and think back of all the happy moment... sun bath in the beach of Praia da Coceicao... have a drink in Solar do Vinho do Porto, Bairro Alto, serving over 200 kinds of port wine... pretend to be a goddess in greece at Many consider the Acropolis the most important ancient monument in the world... lie on the rocks at night to watch the star in the Majestic fluted Doric columns of the Parthenon... taste the much love cheese at central market(olala!!!)...ski in the snow in Arinsal-Pal Ski Resort, Andorran Pyrenees... soak myself in olive oil in spain... do some shopping in barcelona.... Cuddle myself so warm during winter , sleep on the grass with flower in spring, stroll along the park in autumn and bath in the cool refreshing water during summer .....and i will continue my dream again in another post!!! enjoy dreaming with me!!....

haiz...

2008-07-18T14:01:00.000+08:00

yikes... i dunno wat to do... life seem so shorts... buzy... very busy...
some times things are really out of our control..
"semuanya di takdir tuhan"..... why ah?
why now days there is just so much going on???
i'm confuse... and i know so do you...

dun care... just crapping...

spam!!!

2008-07-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

LURVE THOSE WHO SPAM MY C BOX!!!!!!
SPAM MORE!!! lol....=)

no title post 1

2008-07-09T16:04:00.000+08:00

yey!! tomorrow got tuition.. cant wait for add maths and bm class.. most of all cant wait to see my friends!!! HEY PRIA dun forget to meet me at 3.30 near counter(toilet there) near teachers room ....sat got dinner.. go girls dress up in your best attire!!!

a holiday!!!

2008-07-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

Wah just came back from terengganu!!!! so much fun...
watch sun rise early in the morning... it just took my breathe away!!!
love it so much..... and i found out wat the meaning is!!!
wooo... banana boat ride was so much fun...

i also dunno why...

2008-07-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

We Don’t Know Why

The twinkling of stars on a balmy night,
The gabble of geese as they take flight,
A passionate look in your lover’s eye,
The graceful ballet of a butterfly.

Living on the edge, in a committed way,
Facing all challenges day by day,
Your life on the line—to do,
not just try,

Life is exciting—a natural high.
Failure and boredom appear in your life;
Unhappiness cuts you, just like a knife.
“Where are all the good times,” you cry;

Is life just hard, and then you die?”
The freshening feel of an ocean breeze,
The colors of change in the leaves on the trees,
The feeling of peace as the days go by,
Life's a dazzling puzzle
—and we don’t know why.

for you..

2008-07-04T14:44:00.000+08:00

especially to pria and farah...
Thank You, Friend

Thank you, friend,
for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding

You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;

And just for being you.
Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;

For things I can't explain.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you,thank you, friend.

poem for you...

2008-07-04T14:36:00.000+08:00

dedicated to trin!!!

This is just to let you know
How special your gift made me feel.
It shows me how very thoughtful you are;
Your gift to me was ideal!

lots of love!!!

be of good cheers... there is nothing to fear..

2008-07-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

cheerful thoughts like sunbeams,
lighten up the darkest fear;
for when the heart is happy,
there is just no time for fear.

and when the face is smiling,
it is impossible to frown;
and when you are high spirited,
you cannot feel low down.

for the nature of our attitude,
towards circumstances things;
determine our acceptance,
of the problem that life bring..

and since fears and dreads band worry,
cannot help in anyway;
it is much happier and healthier,
to be cheerful everyday..

and if you try it,
you will find without a doubt,
a cheerful life is something,
no one should be without..

for when the health is cheerful,
it cannot be filled with fear;
and without fear the way ahead,
seems more district and clear...

so so so so happy!!! yet so sad....

2008-07-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

i very grateful and extremely happy today...
i got a book as a present...
and its from so one very dear and nice to me....
thanks lots for the book!!!
i love it... and will treasure it well...
however .. sad too... to see you tat way...
nevertheless be happy always!!!

treasure now..b4 too late..

2008-07-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

Some people come into our life...
and quickly go..
some stay for a while..
and leave footprint in our hearts..
and we are never,ever the same again...

Speech-less

2008-06-27T14:14:00.000+08:00

speech-less as it may seem...2 might know why....
when you're further apart from us, you will always and forever be closest to our heart... we love you much and tat we are grateful that your here ... we wish you well!!! there you'll be...*in my heart i always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life, i'll keep apart of u in me, and EVERYWHERE i am there'll you be*faith hill (there youll be)*....

2008-06-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

FAITH HILL LYRICS"There You'll Be"

*i dedicate this song to all i love... espcially those have leave an impact on my life* thanks lots...

When I think backOn these times
And the dreamsWe left behind
I'll be glad 'causeI was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look backOn these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
[Chorus:]In my dreamsI'll always see you soarAbove the sky
In my heartThere will always be a placeFor you for all my life
I'll keep a partOf you with me
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
Well you showed meHow it feels
To feel the skyWithin my reach
And I alwaysWill remember allThe strength youGave to me
Your love made meMake it through
Oh, I owe so much to youYou were right there for me
[Repeat chorus]'
Cause I always saw in youMy light, my strength
And I want to thank youNow for all the ways
You were right there for meYou were right there for meFor always
[Chorus:]
In my dreamsI'll always see you soarAbove the sky
In my heartThere will always be a placeFor you for all my life
I'll keep a partOf you with meAnd everywhere I amThere you'll be
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
There you'll be...

AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!

2008-05-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

actually my idol is ARCHULETA but then.. COOK also not bad...
i so emo after watching it... the story start like this:
22 May is a normal schooling day.. u knoe that the show starts at 0800.
in class me and helena gone nuts.. we actually countdown,and i stars annoying joo sot and trin sot until they fed up with me...(^.^)than the night i watch it twice althought i very sleepy...they both rock!!!!
haha...

the following day... FLY FM start playing the winning song sang by cook... so so happy...

so sad i cant find the lyric.... sob
but if any of you saw magazine with both david inside... let me know... ok???

title-less blog 4

2008-05-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

MAY 2 2008
yesterday labour day today buy my GUITAR!!!!

MAY 14 2008
Failed ADD maths

MAY 19 2008
volunteering work in brickfield temple

title-less post 3

2008-04-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

I Very excited.. dun ask why... people.. come sot on my blogggg... may be i will put more song related to S.O.Tsss.. hehe..... tomorrow holiday!!!!!but tuesday exam...

S.O.T larr...

2008-04-29T12:18:00.001+08:00

on one tuesday all the sots..
sotting on my blog..
Got JOO -joo sot,
TRIN-trin sot..
joo sot,
trin sot,
joo sot ,
trin sot,
on one tuesday in the class ,
sotting on my blog!!!

*sing in old mcdonald tune*

title-LESS post 2

2008-04-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

my sot sot friend nex to me all sot liau... all sotting on my blog... two sot typing on my c box.. while i update my post... see le my C box if you wan to sot also.... hehe... khai presenting bout DRUG(ectasy)... so sot... you think wat.. sergeant want to present want meh? TERPAKSA wan lar.... haha... no BODY is listening... except for teacher....AND kyan... konon nya...(-.-)"

a title-LESS post...

2008-04-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

today got EXAM... University of new south wales science exam.. i thought it was quite easy but end up cying!!! sob-sob... so hard la... sure failed... end up with tummy ache... then write blog in Pn Azah EST class... me, trin sot and joo sot all curi-curi masuk blog doing our own sweet things!! haha... kononlah listening... ear somewhere... brain somewhere,eyes somewhere and hand typing!!! wat fun!!! we shall do it again nex time... anyway i thought of editing my blog into a medical update blog... wat do u say? but have my sot sot crap also larrr of course.. maklum we all sot.. suddenly i feel like cutting my hair... trin sot just cant stop with her homaniac (LEEHOM fans club) and joo sot cant stop with her voting for RAIN!!!! haha... sot SOT people... end up both sots next to me went into MCDONALD and KFC website... swt!!!!

la people

2008-04-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

dun la ... i not dun wan update wan la... you knoe,just to get on line need 30 minute? go to my blog page another 30? so sorry oh? read wat i have only la... sometime also lazy...
summoore i also not good mood today.. all thanks to Gaya... haha sorry Gaya!!!hehe... people gambate in studying~~~

2008-04-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

la... today rain so heavy.. i wonder hows gathering in MBS.... so bored...

Ohio!!

2008-04-06T18:10:00.001+08:00

hey ppl...
i am suk suk here...
welcome to my blog...
and rmb to visit me again...
pls do leave your words on cbox...

arigato...