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because i think i am.




Pinky: It’s for your best friends and its for all the promises that won’t be broken.
Ring Finger: For marriage and for proof that we will be together forever.
Middle Finger: Is for those people that deserve it, it’s to show them how I feel.
Point Finger: This is to silence them and to savor the moment. I can also point.
Thumb: I use to to let everyone know everything is fine. Thumbs up!

today you didn't come.



i have an eerie feeling,
as i just woke to bid the morning- hi,
today seems unusual,
as i stand uneasy in the shower.

my heart feels heavy,
my brain is a messed up dump.

my feet and hands nervously trembled.


as i stood there staring out,

wondering if i could catch a glimpse of shine,
amused by the cool breeze,
that when i heard the call.

when i hear your voice,

i really hope that is a prank,
it was so quiet,
that i could hear,

the whine of noise in my room,

simple emptiness of thoughts,

all quiet and silence and all motionless.


was it God's plan?
for something that will be at it worst?
today i think,
as i always have been wondering.
maybe it is written in the stars?

it's 9.30 am,

i am still hoping to hear,
your silent footstep along the hall.
and the gentle voice of 'hi my dear".

time is taking it's own sweet moments,

minute after minute,
seconds after each,
earth is spinning at its slowest speed,

when i wanted so much to hold you near.

crazy thoughts creep into my brain,
when ''what if?'' came flooding through my thoughts.

i remembered yesterday,

when u walk out from my door,
if i knew what would happen?

will i pull you back and hug you once more?
it all happens,
when today you didn't come.

you will never be lonely.

Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you and that some one will always be me.

you complete me! really ...

when the sun don't seem to shine anymore

today the sun don't seem to shine,
and the moon no longer bright,
or when the stars no longer twinkle.
that's when u know,
how broken it is.

tonight no words left to say,
or memory left to play,
but just plan thoughts of you.
tonight i shall die alone,
banish into your love.

let me play in the rain.
so me and my aching heart cries.
i shall live in my lonely paradise.
is this my sweet mistake?
why do i live in a world so cold?
fighting in lonely battles?
it's broken now,
shattered and cracked,
and all that is left is an empty chest.

moonlit stars.




the iciness in the hour of darkness,

shiver,cold,frozen;
the wintry floor,

the chilly wind,
the dusty room,

the murky hall,

the bitter heart.

the silence i hear tonight,

the loneliness i feel,
the rush of night wind brushing through,my bare naked skin,
the hollowness of an unfilled heart,
the brain waves creeps in,
of whom i gave my heart to?
i don't know,
if the shadow of the past,

or the history of your memory;
still lingers around my present-day.

we we stare.

when we stare,
as we lock our eyes.
gazing in each other soul.
there is 101 reason, why my heart would beat,
it is because of u.
there is not a word that can express,
the way u make me feel,
as both our hearts join to beat as one;
in a special day as we became unofficially official.

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.


100th post for the next 100 years



in my 100th post-i shall post about us...
1058pm 21st july 2010.
u n me.
only u n me...
hoping in my 1oooooo post u'll still be the one i'll be blogging about..

i am glad because it happen

because once upon a time happen, as my prince came with a priceless gift, we shared true love kiss and we shall live happily ever after. this is a fairy tale. my fairy tale. my dream come true.
Your one naughty person. an adorably naughty person because u make me laughed n cry at the same time. my heart was with you. and it's still is. only u are capable of doing so.

at the darkest hour..

my day brightens up because your warm words says it all.

8.15 pm

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this is how i feel. only in your arms.

will thee?

will thee still love me, even after i have turn into dust?

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and that someone is you.

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what am i gonna do without you???

my world





my world is twice as exciting. u painted my life with rainbows and bloomed with flowers. your eyes says it all.. and your kiss tell me that you love me.and when i am breaking, i break only for you.

live beautifully



i love thee,like the glad bird loves,

like the freedom of its wing;

of which delightedly it moves,

i wish so muchhhhh...
if i can rewind the time.. i am addicted to you.. my passion,my love,my soul,my other half.


if i would fall into a deep deep sleep.. will you come and wake me up in my enchanted world?

where did u go?


tears rushing down my eyes,
legs aren't strong enough to walk any further.
I,
Fell onto the ground,
everything went into pieces.
my heart my soul left unhealed.
it doesn't matter anymore,
where my heart belong to.

-johnw.y.h-


c.c by p.p

c.c by p.p
hübsch.kirsche

my B.U.C.K.E.T list...


laughed so hard till i cry,live my life with you,kiss under eiffle tower,kiss in the heart shaped rain,sign up for organ donor,watch sunset n sunrise wit love one over n over again, have romantic beach dinner,
watch a movie alone,,be a better first aider, join the united nation,
go on a nerve wreaking ride,
black belt in teakwondo, live happily with my prince, paste my love note on juliet's balcony, buy a camera, bungee jumping, get a car, buy a house, go on a cruise, ride a helicopter,
donate blood, dye my hair, para sailing, rock climbing, visit milan, visit rome,
climb great wall,
share true love kiss,, drive at 15o km/h, parachuting,

my p.p BUCKET list..-hope i can help too!-

1. Climbing Mount Kota Kinabalu
2. Have a romantic dinner with my love one.
3. Cheering her up and making her smile whenever she is sad or angry.,
4. Driving at 180KM/h (must at least break my daddy's record)
5. Visiting the factory of BMW in Germany.
6. Visit New York
7. Dye my hair.
8. Get a car for my wifey.
9. Get a American Hummer.
10. Underwater Diving
12. Parachuting
13. Helping my C.C to do everything in her bucket list
14. finish learning my German till A2
15. Success in my future
16. Loving my C.C and live happily after ;D
17.kiss in the rain

Favourite Quotation....

*all endings are also beginning, we just dont know it at that time...

*"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else."

*"I like myself better when I'm with you."

*"Every life has one true love snapshot."

*We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.

*You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love

sot chatters.


me.myself.i

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suk khuan aka suki aka suk suk aka janice aka suk sot.