i have an eerie feeling,
as i just woke to bid the morning- hi,
today seems unusual,
as i stand uneasy in the shower.
my heart feels heavy,
my brain is a messed up dump.
my feet and hands nervously trembled.
as i stood there staring out,
wondering if i could catch a glimpse of shine,
amused by the cool breeze,
that when i heard the call.
when i hear your voice,
i really hope that is a prank,
it was so quiet,
that i could hear,
the whine of noise in my room,
simple emptiness of thoughts,
all quiet and silence and all motionless.
was it God's plan?
for something that will be at it worst?
today i think,
as i always have been wondering.
maybe it is written in the stars?
it's 9.30 am,
i am still hoping to hear,
your silent footstep along the hall.
and the gentle voice of 'hi my dear".
time is taking it's own sweet moments,
minute after minute, seconds after each,
earth is spinning at its slowest speed,
when i wanted so much to hold you near.
crazy thoughts creep into my brain,
when ''what if?'' came flooding through my thoughts.
i remembered yesterday,
when u walk out from my door,
if i knew what would happen?
will i pull you back and hug you once more?
it all happens,
when today you didn't come.
today you didn't come.
you will never be lonely.
Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you and that some one will always be me.
when the sun don't seem to shine anymore
today the sun don't seem to shine,
and the moon no longer bright,
or when the stars no longer twinkle.
that's when u know,
how broken it is.
tonight no words left to say,
or memory left to play,
but just plan thoughts of you.
tonight i shall die alone,
banish into your love.
let me play in the rain.
so me and my aching heart cries.
i shall live in my lonely paradise.
is this my sweet mistake?
why do i live in a world so cold?
fighting in lonely battles?
it's broken now,
shattered and cracked,
and all that is left is an empty chest.
moonlit stars.
the iciness in the hour of darkness,
shiver,cold,frozen;
the wintry floor,
the chilly wind,
the dusty room,
the murky hall,
the bitter heart.
the silence i hear tonight,
the loneliness i feel,
the rush of night wind brushing through,my bare naked skin,
the hollowness of an unfilled heart,
the brain waves creeps in,
of whom i gave my heart to?
i don't know,
if the shadow of the past,
or the history of your memory;
still lingers around my present-day.
we we stare.
when we stare,
as we lock our eyes.
gazing in each other soul.
there is 101 reason, why my heart would beat,
it is because of u.
there is not a word that can express,
the way u make me feel,
as both our hearts join to beat as one;
in a special day as we became unofficially official.
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
100th post for the next 100 years
in my 100th post-i shall post about us...
1058pm 21st july 2010.
u n me.
only u n me...
hoping in my 1oooooo post u'll still be the one i'll be blogging about..
