sorry la...

ola friends...
my blog has been dead for a while...
actually nothing much has been happening lately...
well miseradble life starts in december.... miss all of you!!!
if got anything than i tell u all la...kk????
will update again only "only" if i feel like and have the time...
cross my heart... promise.... haha

wat a day!!!

OOOooo... wat a day... 30 october 2008 (thursday)
me ,pria and teacher lepak and chat in Dome Times Square...
only punctual people like me is so disciplined.. promise to meet at 11 but ended up at 11.30
haha...
we chat, chat and chat for nearly 2 hours... wat fun we had...
than teacher had to go dating in low yat, so me and pria plan to follow but ended up go play bowling... pria(casper 1) is a bad bowler... (she will kill me)
than go eat again... ate mcd... we plan to "rempit"... so headed to the video game section...
another thing... casper 1 is also a bad driver... hahahahahaha... well, had so much fun... but nothing can replace the KFC incident... sweet la..but so sad when i receive the new time table... there isn't anymore bm class.. however we had a better idea... when teacher return... we have a class that call "sehari bersama azman"... monday in dome, tuesday in kfc, wednesday in mcd, thursday in starbuck,friday in sushi king, saturday in pizza hut and sunday see in dream cause have need to rest... brilliant isn't it???haha.. teacher gave me 2 books..."shadow of the wind" and "the road home"... miss farah too.... yet another memory to keep...(^^)

farah... good luck in f1...
pria... get well soon...
teacher... have fun...
me... EXAM!!!!....

i can't wait!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!! LAST mEEting ...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
BRING UMBRELLA!!!!

YesTerDay...

I just cant believe your gone,
still waitin for mornin to come,
when i see if the sun willRise,
in the way that your by my side,
oooo where we had so much in store,
tell me what is itAll reaching for,
when were through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that wel never play,
allThe broken dreams, take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday,
theyCan take the future that wel never know
they can take the places that we said we will go,
allThe broken dreams take everything,
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay,
i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the futureHolds,
or least where the story goes,
i never believed untill now,
i know il see you again imSure,
no its not selfish to ask for more,
one more night one more day
one more smile on yourFace
but they cant take yesterday,

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they take the music that wel never play,
all theBroken dreams take everythin,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday,
they canTake the future that wel never know,
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all theBroken dreams,
take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever,
but it wasnt our destiny,
coz in my mind we had so muchTime,
but i was so wrong,
no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments weMade
im lookin back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]

(i love love love this song... so touching...)

A mOmEnT cApTureD!!!

seems familiar???
haha.. cause it's wat u see and tat's wat you believe...
this is a moment capture on the 9 oct 2008 ... and the place??some where near you!!
there are 4 people in the making...
mainly... teacher, (the host) and the 3 cute casper...(pria, farah and s.khuan)
first ho, we plan to do surprise for teacher... but than teacher actually found out... haha...
than we eat kfc... wat we do next is wat u can guess... we bought a birthday cake!!!
after blowing the cake.. as normal, the hostmake a wish, blow the candle & cut the cake...
so while borak -borak, i took the cream on the cake and was playing with it..
dunno why out of a sudden i wanted to put the cream on someone... turn out to be farah as my first victim.. than the cream fight started... first was pria putting it on me, and i was putting it on her and farah... teacher gave me an idea by putting it on my palm..so before that teacher was drinking his pepsi and wanted to pour the water on us.. not only that chilli sos too!!! so the next victim is teacher of course... and guess wat? teacher kena... haha..not only cream... cheese tooo!!!! simbah air??? hahaha... so basically we enjoyed ourselves... unfortunally time does really fly... we had to stop playing at 3.45 cause got class.. this is a really a moment captured and painted the a beautiful picture on the wall of our hearts...
*here is a few...a few picture on wat happen that day* to teacher, we hope u enjoyed your day and bon voyage... and dun forget to bring air untuk simbah...(i will post the pic next time... computer got problem)

my heart will go on...

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch just one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go 'till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

*had seriously touch my heart*

I LOVE IMU!!!

he's a nice person... in pathologist lab...

wah!!! i seriously love IMU.. i love this workshop... look at this.... a leg.. real one...

look at the flesh and vein and ligament and all those fats....

look like cooked chicken though...

this brain looks brainy... got tumour in the black part... it is sliced to fit in this glass..

the 4 so call students in IMU

future doctor,biotech scientist, pharmacist and pshcologist..

with new friend, Shireen

in the toilet... its preety but spooky

3 ja-coon

another one

behind the glass... zui khai was on the other side...

presenting!!! cat and waisin and me....

they love me...

proud to be in IMU*kononnya*

in dewan cancellor

a type of bacteria growing in the MAC agar plate...

Lab tech "einstein" mr DEvaraju.. this is a mould to make fake teeth..

let to set for 20 min

zui khai's teeth....

first day...

we registered in front of dewan chancellor.. than ice -breaking conducted by future doctors... ian, victor. alysha. sin.. they are in their 6 semesta... only ian spoke cause victor lost his voice... we had breakfast then.... first activity was medicine.. visited museum and IMU library... stress management condusted in hall... telax ur mind relax ur body...than lunch.. had chicken rice... activity 2 pharmacy and pharmaceutical chemistry we even make pain relieve cream.. i can name all the ingredient and won a hand full of M'n'm from Dr.Kang.... pian relive cream consisit of emulsifing oil 30 gram, wax paraffin,soft paraffin, eucalyptus oil, menthol, water,colouring...learn to do chematography... next time no need to steal recipe from anywhere... we know the trick... impressing... fun too.... activity 3 nutrition and dietetic... my group nan't even put the types of food in order.. not suitable to become a dietrician...... but my bmi was perfect... tea break and have good food.. we drink lots of milo then... end of day one...

day 2

dentistry was activity 4... fun... i wonder does all dentist look pretty and handsome?even they are old? and soft spoken too..... the auditorium was huge and cold...went touring inti dentistry lab where we got our tooth as gift

we had breakfast then ... another cup of milo... my favourite was activity 4... biomedical science and biotech... i got not enough time for Q and A... sad... but we visited the lab... in MDL 7 and research lab.. we saw their tech and we even saw cancer cell and how to duplicated DNA... their microscope was so much bigger than the one in school.... than we have our study skill and management conducted by DR. Alex.... lunch was a juicy burger and garlic bread... yet another cup of milo.... phycology was next... wai sin love it too... we drew picture and had a career test.... tea break was after that... where we took ppicture behind the glass....than Dr.Peter Pook was here to give us a rough conclusion of IMU.. he was funny...than we were given cert and i got a bar of chocolate... we took a group pic and sayonara.... love it soooooo muchhhhh..... learn a lot.... worth it...

making our own pain relieve cream... and i got a handful of mnm from DR Kang

the signage..

i love it!!

after all those months living in despair.. while everything went wrong... finally everything went right!!! and i'm enjoying it!!! looking forward to all the good thing in life..Remember life is not always in the way you want it....enjoy it while you can!!!

travelling the world?

juliet's balcony

carnevale in venice

verona

portugal

fontana dei Fiumi in rome

colloseum in rome

...when i grow up... i want to travel the world ...just like some one...... hehe... i wanna spent the rest of my life every where in the world... first i will travel to Rome to visit coloseum than to watch sun set in River Arno.. stand on the roof top to see Cathedral.. taste the finest pizza...Throw a coin in the glorious fontana dei Fiumi and you will visit Rome again...fly to milan to see the Incredible views from the roof of the Duomo... have a cup of coffee by the bank of Venice looking across,relaxing my mind and read a book... join the dance at Carnevale wearing my mask.. open my hotel window in the morning looking out at the water.. paste my LOVE NOTE at Juliet's balcony with graffiti in VERONA...Looking across the ancient city to its landmark Castelo de Sao Jorge in portugal...take a picture of myself in Ferragudo harbour in a purple haze at dusk and think back of all the happy moment... sun bath in the beach of Praia da Coceicao... have a drink in Solar do Vinho do Porto, Bairro Alto, serving over 200 kinds of port wine... pretend to be a goddess in greece at Many consider the Acropolis the most important ancient monument in the world... lie on the rocks at night to watch the star in the Majestic fluted Doric columns of the Parthenon... taste the much love cheese at central market(olala!!!)...ski in the snow in Arinsal-Pal Ski Resort, Andorran Pyrenees... soak myself in olive oil in spain... do some shopping in barcelona.... Cuddle myself so warm during winter , sleep on the grass with flower in spring, stroll along the park in autumn and bath in the cool refreshing water during summer .....and i will continue my dream again in another post!!! enjoy dreaming with me!!....

haiz...

yikes... i dunno wat to do... life seem so shorts... buzy... very busy...
some times things are really out of our control..
"semuanya di takdir tuhan"..... why ah?
why now days there is just so much going on???
i'm confuse... and i know so do you...

dun care... just crapping...

spam!!!

LURVE THOSE WHO SPAM MY C BOX!!!!!!
SPAM MORE!!! lol....=)

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yey!! tomorrow got tuition.. cant wait for add maths and bm class.. most of all cant wait to see my friends!!! HEY PRIA dun forget to meet me at 3.30 near counter(toilet there) near teachers room ....sat got dinner.. go girls dress up in your best attire!!!

a holiday!!!

Wah just came back from terengganu!!!! so much fun...
watch sun rise early in the morning... it just took my breathe away!!!
love it so much..... and i found out wat the meaning is!!!
wooo... banana boat ride was so much fun...

i also dunno why...

We Don’t Know Why

The twinkling of stars on a balmy night,
The gabble of geese as they take flight,
A passionate look in your lover’s eye,
The graceful ballet of a butterfly.

Living on the edge, in a committed way,
Facing all challenges day by day,
Your life on the line—to do,
not just try,

Life is exciting—a natural high.
Failure and boredom appear in your life;
Unhappiness cuts you, just like a knife.
“Where are all the good times,” you cry;

Is life just hard, and then you die?”
The freshening feel of an ocean breeze,
The colors of change in the leaves on the trees,
The feeling of peace as the days go by,
Life's a dazzling puzzle
—and we don’t know why.

for you..

especially to pria and farah...
Thank You, Friend

Thank you, friend,
for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding

You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;

And just for being you.
Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;

For things I can't explain.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you,thank you, friend.

poem for you...

dedicated to trin!!!

This is just to let you know
How special your gift made me feel.
It shows me how very thoughtful you are;
Your gift to me was ideal!

lots of love!!!

be of good cheers... there is nothing to fear..

cheerful thoughts like sunbeams,
lighten up the darkest fear;
for when the heart is happy,
there is just no time for fear.

and when the face is smiling,
it is impossible to frown;
and when you are high spirited,
you cannot feel low down.

for the nature of our attitude,
towards circumstances things;
determine our acceptance,
of the problem that life bring..

and since fears and dreads band worry,
cannot help in anyway;
it is much happier and healthier,
to be cheerful everyday..

and if you try it,
you will find without a doubt,
a cheerful life is something,
no one should be without..

for when the health is cheerful,
it cannot be filled with fear;
and without fear the way ahead,
seems more district and clear...

so so so so happy!!! yet so sad....

i very grateful and extremely happy today...
i got a book as a present...
and its from so one very dear and nice to me....
thanks lots for the book!!!
i love it... and will treasure it well...
however .. sad too... to see you tat way...
nevertheless be happy always!!!

treasure now..b4 too late..

Some people come into our life...
and quickly go..
some stay for a while..
and leave footprint in our hearts..
and we are never,ever the same again...

Speech-less

speech-less as it may seem...2 might know why....
when you're further apart from us, you will always and forever be closest to our heart... we love you much and tat we are grateful that your here ... we wish you well!!! there you'll be...*in my heart i always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life, i'll keep apart of u in me, and EVERYWHERE i am there'll you be*faith hill (there youll be)*....

FAITH HILL LYRICS"There You'll Be"

*i dedicate this song to all i love... espcially those have leave an impact on my life* thanks lots...

When I think backOn these times
And the dreamsWe left behind
I'll be glad 'causeI was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look backOn these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
[Chorus:]In my dreamsI'll always see you soarAbove the sky
In my heartThere will always be a placeFor you for all my life
I'll keep a partOf you with me
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
Well you showed meHow it feels
To feel the skyWithin my reach
And I alwaysWill remember allThe strength youGave to me
Your love made meMake it through
Oh, I owe so much to youYou were right there for me
[Repeat chorus]'
Cause I always saw in youMy light, my strength
And I want to thank youNow for all the ways
You were right there for meYou were right there for meFor always
[Chorus:]
In my dreamsI'll always see you soarAbove the sky
In my heartThere will always be a placeFor you for all my life
I'll keep a partOf you with meAnd everywhere I amThere you'll be
And everywhere I amThere you'll be
There you'll be...

AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!

actually my idol is ARCHULETA but then.. COOK also not bad...
i so emo after watching it... the story start like this:
22 May is a normal schooling day.. u knoe that the show starts at 0800.
in class me and helena gone nuts.. we actually countdown,and i stars annoying joo sot and trin sot until they fed up with me...(^.^)than the night i watch it twice althought i very sleepy...they both rock!!!!
haha...

the following day... FLY FM start playing the winning song sang by cook... so so happy...

so sad i cant find the lyric.... sob
but if any of you saw magazine with both david inside... let me know... ok???

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MAY 2 2008
yesterday labour day today buy my GUITAR!!!!


MAY 14 2008
Failed ADD maths


MAY 19 2008
volunteering work in brickfield temple

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I Very excited.. dun ask why... people.. come sot on my blogggg... may be i will put more song related to S.O.Tsss.. hehe..... tomorrow holiday!!!!!but tuesday exam...

S.O.T larr...

on one tuesday all the sots..
sotting on my blog..
Got JOO -joo sot,
TRIN-trin sot..
joo sot,
trin sot,
joo sot ,
trin sot,
on one tuesday in the class ,
sotting on my blog!!!

*sing in old mcdonald tune*

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my sot sot friend nex to me all sot liau... all sotting on my blog... two sot typing on my c box.. while i update my post... see le my C box if you wan to sot also.... hehe... khai presenting bout DRUG(ectasy)... so sot... you think wat.. sergeant want to present want meh? TERPAKSA wan lar.... haha... no BODY is listening... except for teacher....AND kyan... konon nya...(-.-)"

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today got EXAM... University of new south wales science exam.. i thought it was quite easy but end up cying!!! sob-sob... so hard la... sure failed... end up with tummy ache... then write blog in Pn Azah EST class... me, trin sot and joo sot all curi-curi masuk blog doing our own sweet things!! haha... kononlah listening... ear somewhere... brain somewhere,eyes somewhere and hand typing!!! wat fun!!! we shall do it again nex time... anyway i thought of editing my blog into a medical update blog... wat do u say? but have my sot sot crap also larrr of course.. maklum we all sot.. suddenly i feel like cutting my hair... trin sot just cant stop with her homaniac (LEEHOM fans club) and joo sot cant stop with her voting for RAIN!!!! haha... sot SOT people... end up both sots next to me went into MCDONALD and KFC website... swt!!!!

la people

dun la ... i not dun wan update wan la... you knoe,just to get on line need 30 minute? go to my blog page another 30? so sorry oh? read wat i have only la... sometime also lazy...
summoore i also not good mood today.. all thanks to Gaya... haha sorry Gaya!!!hehe... people gambate in studying~~~

la... today rain so heavy.. i wonder hows gathering in MBS.... so bored...

Ohio!!

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