is the hard part over?

thinking bout the thing we said and we have done... its hard to let go...
i didn't know if that is the last time we ever talk, what would i have done?
life is short... life goes on... time passed but memory lingers...
what would people had done if the know that there is not much time left?
what if u only had an hour to live and only an hour to love?
what would u have done? who would u call???
we have no other life than this... give all u can love all u can.we would know if there's really tomorrow...what though death at times steps in and call our best away? why though sorrow seems to win over hope,a heavy sway?

If I knew it would be the last time

that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly,
and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you know I do.

So, just in case tomorrow never comes,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you,
and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So, if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much,
and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say
"I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today

by norma marek

if tomorrow never come....

Remembrance

Remembrance is a golden chain
Death tries to break,
but all in vain.
To have, to love, and then to part
Is the greatest sorrow of one's heart.
The years may wipe out many things
But some they wipe out never.
Like memories of those happy times
When we were all together.

-dedicated to a loving friend jacinth wee-
rest in peace my dear friend...

The Cloud and The Sand Dune

by paulo coelho: like a flowing river

'as eveyone knows,the life of a cloud is very busy and very short,' writes Bruno Ferrero.

and here a related story....
-one of my favourite-

A young cloud was born in the midst of a great storm over the Mediterranean Sea, but he did not even have time to grow up there, for a strong wind pushed all the clouds towards Africa. As soon as the clouds reached the continent the climate changed . A bright sun was shining in the sky and stretched out beneath them, lay the golden sands of the Sahara. Since it almost never rains in the desert, the wind continued pushing the clouds towards the forests in the south. Meanwhile, as happens with young humans too, the young cloud decided to leave his parents and his older friends in order to discover the world. ‘What are you doing’ cried the wind. ‘The desert’s the same all over. Rejoin the other clouds, and we’ll go to Central Africa where there are amazing mountains and trees!’
But the young cloud, natural rebel, refused to obey, and, gradually, he dropped down until he found a gentle, generous breeze that allowed him to hover over the golden sands. After much toing and froing, he noticed that one of the dunes was smiling at him. He saw that the dune was also young, newly formed by the wind that had ust passed over. He fell in love with her golden hair right there and then. ‘Good morning’, he said. ‘what’s life like down there?’ ‘I have the company of the other dunes, of the sun and the wind, and of the caravans that occasionally pass through here. Sometimes it’s really hot, but it’s still bearable. What’s life like up there?’ ‘We have the sun and the wind too, but the good thing is that I can travel across the sky and see more things.’
‘For me,’ said the dune, ‘life is short. When the wind returns from the forests, I will disappear.’ ‘And does that make you sad?’ ‘It makes me feel that I have no purpose in life.’ ‘I feel the same. As soon as another wind comes along, I’ll go south and be transformed into rain but that is my destiny.’ The dune hesitated for a moment, then said: ‘did you know that here in the desert, we call the rain paradise?’ ‘I had no idea that I could ever be that important,’ said the cloud proudly. ‘I’ve heard other older dunes tell stories about the rain. They say that, after the rain, we are all covered with grass and flowers. But I’ll never experience that, because in the desert it rains so rarely.’ It was the cloud’s turn to hesitate now. Then he smiled broadly and said:’if you like, I could rain on you now. I know I’ve only just got here, but I love you, and I’d like to stay here forever.’ ‘When I first saw you up in the sky, I fell in love with you too’ said the dune. ‘ But if you transform your lovely white hair into rain, you will die.’ ‘Love never dies’, said the cloud ‘it is transformed, and, besides, I want to show you what paradise is like.’ And he began to caress the dune with little drops of rain so that they could stay together for longer, until a rainbow appeared. The following day, the little dune was covered in flowers. Other clouds that passed over, heading for Africa thought that it must be part of the forest they were looking for and scattered more rain. Twenty years later, the dune had been transformed into an oasis that refreshed travellers with the shade of its trees.
And all because, one day, a cloud fell in love, and was not afraid to give his life for that love.

past midnight,past the morning stars!

have u had a time where you were too spoiled by choices? or sometime forced to choose between two. u know u cant have both... would you give up both because you would not wanna choose or select either one or neither.

take coffee for example. when a little sugar and creamer is added makes it so

Irresistable. the same coffee bean from the same tree can be turn into different variety. how do you enjoy it? people tend to choose either to add in sugar or milk or just bitter, extra shot, add this add that...while coffee is still coffee. when drinking wat do u enjoy? the sweetness the sugar bring? the creaminess of the milk, the aroma of the bean? see sometime is hard to choose and hard to say. it fully depend on how a person view it. or simply because we just cant get enough of the good things in life? because we are so spoiled?

will i choose? i dont know.. i am confused too...

-thing that happen once will never happen again. but if it happen twice, it will surely repeat again.-p.c

not knowing when the dawn will come...

no heart as heavy as mine.
sum time it might stop. just like how a clock would have stopped... not knowing sometimes a word is dead when it is said...
stupid things had i done enough?-yes... nor i wish time could just stop there n rewind... sometimes a word bears a sword-can pierce an armed man.
i would have turned back time n took back all the wrong messages that my soul had emitted... people had long said that bad thing do not happen twice- But think again-
it would have and could be.
because we all know that somethings are perfect from start to finish.
only certain things.
and i had yet to promise that when the thought went up my mind again,that i had before.
i do not know where it went nor why it came,
the second time to me, nor definitely wat it was.
but somewhere in my soul, i know i've met this thing before;
it just reminded me-t'was all- and came my way no more.

Will there really be a morning?

is there such a thing?
could i see it from there mountain?
if i were as tall as they?

its a day after exam.shhhhh.. i might wake my sis..... and i can proudly call, i am rotting already- NO! 3 weeks of pure holiday...

out:
chem
bio
maths
pen
pencil
calculator.

in:
story books
holiday
shopping
painting
musics
bowling-on yes!-


craving for:
choc
mcd
a movie
karaoke
real bowling
arcade
rock climbing

as usual. its gonna pour again at 10.19 a.m... people all around me gonna get busy.
gris went jogging with adele(wat a way to spend the morning right after holiday?). kyan probably still spazzing with account(dun worry.. u can do it).
am i still gonna rot if u ask me?definately...



love reckons by itself alone,
"as large as I"relate the sun
to one who never felt it blaze,
itself is all the like it has.

shower will make the roses bloom...

peace... peace... peace..

as dark as sages say..

the sky is so dark... and soon its gonna pour...
i am sitting here c2-ing as my ears and heart rocking to leehom's musics* if ng kei yan see this she is laughing definately... jooee will ask why not rain music?*...
exam is on wednesday and its like 2 days more..ERRRGHHHH!!!


i think i might be suffering from Athazagoraphobia.haha...

Is life just hard, and then you die??
Life's a dazzling puzzle—and we don’t know why..

Only time...

Who can say where the road go?
Or where the day flows?

And who can say if your love grows as your heart choose?
And who can say when the day sleeps, If the night keeps all your heart?

Who can say why your heart sighs, As your love flies?
Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be, In your heart?

who knows???

-Only Time-.

i am leaving on a jet plane...

(as i am still dreaming)...





imagine i am leaving.. on my way to venice... venice is named after Venus a goddess.. also known as the city of mask...

the lets explore rome also known as roma.. the capital of italy. fobtana di fiumi is knwn if u toss a coin into the fountain u might find your soul mate and u might just visit rome again!


not to forget milan and barcelona: milan also known as milano famous for its breath taking architecture...

the magnificent barcelona:as day pass we sit there and watch
i have got no idea where Juliet's balcony is but here:who would not want to become Juliet?? and paste their love note on her balcony?

imagine lying on the parthenon*only if they allow* and watch the sky gets dark...

and last but not least: northern finland(*utsjoki*,sweden,great lakes*canada*,Spitsbergen, Norway. to watch the light dance across the sky...

All in ONE... One IN All..

First of all.. Kinda miss the S.O.T... missing high school, missing teakwondo, missing library, missing my fan...

JooEE: have gone to Study in UCSI, and have a new addition to her house... haha presenting the small little MR.Reuban Lim haha...*applause*

then it was KeiYAN: since she has broken her specky during wesak.. I have got no idea what happen to her... but She has been taking public transport to uni...*now isnt that something to be proud of?haha

and then it's gonna be Angel: missing karaoke with her and eating mcd with her... haha.. ern bila mahu keluar makan mcd? we can make words out of fries!!!

last but not least GAAYA: three words: MISSING IN ACTION!!!!*tak tahu mana dia sudah hilang...=D

i decided to update my bloggy...

MY BLOG IS DEAD FOR A WHILE NOW... its all filled with fungus and gonna rot soon...
so hor... i decided to update it but i dunno what to write!!! unless, i am gonna blog about going holiday again cause i desperately need one!!! we'll see where it goes from here...*grin*