not knowing when the dawn will come...

no heart as heavy as mine.
sum time it might stop. just like how a clock would have stopped... not knowing sometimes a word is dead when it is said...
stupid things had i done enough?-yes... nor i wish time could just stop there n rewind... sometimes a word bears a sword-can pierce an armed man.
i would have turned back time n took back all the wrong messages that my soul had emitted... people had long said that bad thing do not happen twice- But think again-
it would have and could be.
because we all know that somethings are perfect from start to finish.
only certain things.
and i had yet to promise that when the thought went up my mind again,that i had before.
i do not know where it went nor why it came,
the second time to me, nor definitely wat it was.
but somewhere in my soul, i know i've met this thing before;
it just reminded me-t'was all- and came my way no more.