hard to say i am sorry?




what if....


what if one day i left u suddenly without knowing myself will be leaving you ?
what if im gone ?
no one take care of u while you're drunk ?
no one send u home ?
no one help u carry books or bottle ?
no one kiss u ?
no one hug u ?
no one text and call u ?



-my dear-
there is no what if... yesterday,tomorrow and the next day, today, the present, you'll always be in my heart... i promise you..and there is no need to apologize. don't worry of losing me cause i'll never leave.come what may...




hard to say i am sorry.

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.

-and i will never ever let u go-

0 chocolates:


c.c by p.p

c.c by p.p
hübsch.kirsche

my B.U.C.K.E.T list...


laughed so hard till i cry,live my life with you,kiss under eiffle tower,kiss in the heart shaped rain,sign up for organ donor,watch sunset n sunrise wit love one over n over again, have romantic beach dinner,
watch a movie alone,,be a better first aider, join the united nation,
go on a nerve wreaking ride,
black belt in teakwondo, live happily with my prince, paste my love note on juliet's balcony, buy a camera, bungee jumping, get a car, buy a house, go on a cruise, ride a helicopter,
donate blood, dye my hair, para sailing, rock climbing, visit milan, visit rome,
climb great wall,
share true love kiss,, drive at 15o km/h, parachuting,

my p.p BUCKET list..-hope i can help too!-

1. Climbing Mount Kota Kinabalu
2. Have a romantic dinner with my love one.
3. Cheering her up and making her smile whenever she is sad or angry.,
4. Driving at 180KM/h (must at least break my daddy's record)
5. Visiting the factory of BMW in Germany.
6. Visit New York
7. Dye my hair.
8. Get a car for my wifey.
9. Get a American Hummer.
10. Underwater Diving
12. Parachuting
13. Helping my C.C to do everything in her bucket list
14. finish learning my German till A2
15. Success in my future
16. Loving my C.C and live happily after ;D
17.kiss in the rain

Favourite Quotation....

*all endings are also beginning, we just dont know it at that time...

*"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else."

*"I like myself better when I'm with you."

*"Every life has one true love snapshot."

*We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.

*You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love

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suk khuan aka suki aka suk suk aka janice aka suk sot.