this girl

this girl,
she finds it heart breaking,
she finds it confusing.

this girl,
she wonders
if the world that she's been living all these years
are turning upside down.

this girl,
finds it hard to cope with the things happening around,
wondering if the choice she make-is right?

this girl,
she's a green eye monster,
she wonders if the man she loved
loved her too?
or shes wondering if she is the one
running in his mind.

this girl,
feels like a pen,
wonders if she could write on your piece of paper,
or maybe hers..

this girl,
she's afraid.
if the path she choose,
will lead her through?
or will it? end of the road?

this girl,
is wondering if what the future hold.
is she tough enough to survive?

this girl,
she is sad.
or wait is she happy?

this girl,
she's wondering,
if she is too loud and should tone down?

this girl,
however,
hopes she is right,
she is loved,

this girl,
shes wondering,
if the time would stand still?
or is the time running out?

this girl,
hopes that she is perfect.
this girl,
is ______.